Part Two. So, I waited and waited, no reply, no communication what so ever from Ryan! He knew the state I was in before he did this to me! And with no dought about it, known how much more of a state I would end up! I woke at seven thirty nine in the Thursday…… Continue reading What The Hell! Shocked, Speachless & Hurt!
Part One. I don’t know where to start! I haven’t been able to write anything for over a week now! Just did not know what to write, how to put what was happening into words! Ryan fucking happened! Friday, the 26th March, nearly two weeks ago. I went up to see Ryan. I didn’t think…… Continue reading What The Hell! Shocked, Speachless & Hurt!
Saturday night….Last thing I expected was to spend the next twelve hours, laughing, walking and exploring an old abandoned Manor House! Specially doing this with Ryan! If you remember from my previous blog ‘Lowest Of The Lows’ Ryan kicked me out New Year’s Day morning! Strained is putting it lightly, since that day! Weeks of…… Continue reading Too Late….
This quote just says it all. I am always exhausted, not from lack of sleep. When I do sleep, even on the odd occasion I do get a good few hours all at once. I feel like I am constantly juggling, fighting or running… It is the war inside my head. It is a never…… Continue reading Exhausting.
They say, you create your own luck in life.. They say, bad luck comes in three’s. Well if this is true can someone please, please show me where the hell I am going wrong! PLEASE! Never smashed a phone in my life, that was until last month! Slipped out of my hand, screen smashed! Not…… Continue reading Just My Luck!
I’ve started the ball rolling officially for the big move! A few lose ends to tie up, and I am good to go! Anxious to fuck, to say the least! This is for the best I know it is! It has to be! I can finally get settled and have somewhere to call home! Well…… Continue reading It’s Really Happening!